Nothing Isnt The Same No More.

nothing is the same everything changed when tom joined the wrestling team. then caisey joined the group then katherine joined then she left . it doesnt feel like im surrounded by the same loving people i used to be surrounded by. so many things changed so much. everyone is into seperate girls or boys. i remember when we used to form little circles and everyone would take a turn and dance in the middle. i remember those times like it was 2 years ago. i got so close to my friends so all the sudden everything changed in a zap. i have a weird feeling that we wont be able to go back. i want those old times so badlyy. I missed it when we had those times where we would yell and give eachother the love that we need. we also had those times when we would talk about other people and laugh at those old moments we would share together. all of us are so into our other stuff. too me i knoe ive been gone latleyy its just theres nothing to do anymore. its so black and white to me. i havent had anyfriendship problems cause i have the 3 people i need that are there for me. but ;; i want the other people to come as well. were not the group we use to be anymore. now ;; were like all split us because tom and gavin in wrestling vincent cross country isaac wrestling but he always finds time to squeeze into for us to hang out with him. but i just dont understand that with them other boys ? if isaac can do it then why cant they ? i guess they just wanna ignore us or tom just really wats to get rid of me. i dont get whats going on anymore. its just nothing to me. i'm not as excited to go to break or lunch.